Today wasn’t my normal day. Today was the big day I go see my crazy doctors. To talk about my feeling and what happen with Dan, and Ben. Talk about my four failed marriages. That should be exciting to talk about.
When I went into my appt, she could tell I wasn’t excited to be here, and I was nervous. She tries to tell me to relax and talk about anything. What cause my melt down? Ha-ha melt down.
It started after my two failed marriage, I felt doom and hopeless, that when I meet Dan, he was tall, handsome, with dark hair, blue eyes, and tattoos. Oh boy he was smoking hot. I fell in love with him after couple dates. I know it was soon, but I felt he was my soul mate; he was perfect in every single way.
After dating for a year, we married and had two daughters together. Our oldest is named Roxy and our youngest is name Sarah. We were married for 11 years when the demon came back and took his life. What I didn’t know a year before we meet he had stage 2 cancers. He was in the clear, after we meet he stop going to the doctor for his checkup. I remember the day the doctor told us he had a week to a month of living. That day, he pile into our van and drove the beach, we need to relax and tell our kids about the news.
Dan lived a year before he end his own life. The doctors were shock that he lived a year. Each day was harder than the last; he was in a lot of pain each day.
I fell into the dark hole, the man I was supposed to grow old with died, and there was nothing I could do about it. After I drop the girls off at school, I would go to his grave and sit there and talk to him, like he could hear me.
I was napping on his grave one afternoon, that when I meet Ben. He woke me up and ask what I was doing there. I’m sure he thought I was crazy. He asks me if I wanted grab a cup of coffee. I agreed, we sit there in the diner drinking our coffee and talking like we were old friends. We stay there till it was time for me pick up my girls from school. We trade numbers.
It wasn’t till two years after Dan died, Ben and I became closer. We got married, and the girls were happy to have him as step-dad. The girl’s often refers him as Dad. He prefers to be called Step-dad. He loved the girls as his own.
He was married once before me, his wife; son and daughter were killed in car wreck few years before we meet.
I thought this was my happy ever after. I was so wrong about that. He also had demon that I didn’t know about.
We weren’t married for long, when I notice there was something wrong with him. He wasn’t his self anymore. He was staying out late and coming home drunk. You could tell he wasn’t only drunk, he was also high.
Ben used have drinking and drug problem. He was the reason for the wreck. After his family died, he clean his self-up and try to do the right things.
I will never know what cause him to snap. One night after the kids went to bed; I pack all of his stuff and place it out front. He hasn’t been home in days. I didn’t know if he was alive or dead. I contact his brother; he came and got his brother stuff. He also helped me change the locks on the house.
Couple months later, I found out I was pregnant again. I drove to shady part of town, I wanted tell him to his face. I had a little hope this would change him.
I knock on the door and waiting till he answers the door, which it felt like a lifetime. He open the door just a little to see who was there. What I seen of him, he change so much. He wasn’t the man I used to know.
I scream, I’m pregnant at him. He told me go away, and then slams the door in my face. I was pounding on the door and screaming at him to open the damn door. I drop to my knees crying in the hallway of his apartment. Begging for him to open the door and come with me, I will take him to rehab.
I had our daughter, I named her Merlin. She look just like her dad. Ben didn’t come around to see her.
Merlin was now a toddler and she was smart, beautiful girl. Roxy was about to finish high school. Sarah had two more years left of high school.
I took the girls out of school early, it was their dad birthday. We went to his favorite place. It was cute, quite place. The girls were chatting away while I was checking my email from my phone. I was zone out, when someone place their hands on my shoulder. I jump out of my skin, then I turn around there was my Ben. Standing there looking like his own self, I jump up and hug him so tight. He hugs me back, we both were crying.
We chatted like old friends again.
We got married for the second time. We had another child together, we had a son. We named him Ben after his dad.
Our kids are all grown up, and starting their own families now.
Ben and I grew old together. We died together in same bed, at the same time.
Happy ever after!
(Might update with pictures from Sims 3)