I can’t help but to countdown. I’ve one week and a month left on my treatment plan. I go back to my doctor in August for checkup, and in September I go back for the surgery. I am hoping/praying I get the news that I want.
Did I miss something? Did she post that she was leaving the site?
I don’t even know where to begin. I have been having some issue with my body. I found a doctor that want to find out the cause, instead of pointing fingers at my weight.
After countless doctor appointments and lab work. They found what was causing the issue.
Without going too much into it. I have decide if I want another child or not, and how soon do I want another child. Which isn’t easy thing to do. Yes, I want another child, but not at this moment. I am limit on time before I need surgery.
Cancer isn’t something we take lightly in my family. I am label “high risk for cancer” because of the family member that has lost their lives from it. Ten years ago, I lost my mom from lung cancer (stage 4). Eight years ago, I lost my aunt from cancer (stage 4). I have also lost cousins from cancer.
I am scared out of my mind. I am mostly scared for my son. I don’t want him, to grow up without me. I want to watch him grow into the man. I want to see him finish high school and go off to college. I’m not going miss any of that.
I’m keeping my page, because I enjoy all of the wonderful stories I follow. I’ve put my sucky writing on hold.
GET TO KNOW ME TAG
I was tagged by No one
1) Rules: Tag 9 people who you would like to know better.
I’m gonna tag the last 9 people in my activity feed:
If you’ve already done it or don’t want to do it just ignore this =D
Relationship Status: In Relationship
Last Song I Listened To: Noah Cyrus -make me cry
Last Book Read/Listened To: None
Favorite Color: Hot pink
Top Three Shows: Orange is new black, Shameless,
Top Three Characters: Alex from OINB, Sabrina from the teenage witch, annnnndd… I dont know.
Top Three Ships: None?!?
2) Rules: BOLD the statements that are true for you!
I am 5’7″ or taller
I wear glasses
I have at least one tattoo
I have at least one piercing
I have blonde hair [naturally]
I have brown eyes
I have short hair
My abs are at least somewhat defined
I have or have had braces
I love meeting new people
People tell me that I’m funny
Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me
I enjoy physical challenges
I enjoy mental challenges
I’m playfully rude with people I know well
I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it
There is something I would change about my personality
I can sing well
I can play an instrument
I can do over 30 pushups without stopping
I’m a fast runner
I can draw well
I have a good memory
I’m good at doing math in my head
I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute
I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling
I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch
I know how to throw a proper punch
I enjoy playing sports
I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else
I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else
I have learned a new song in the past week
I work out at least once a week
I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months
I have drawn something in the past month
I enjoy writing
FANDOMS ARE MY #1 PASSION
I do or have done martial arts
I have had my first kiss
I have had alcohol
I have scored the winning goal in a sports game
I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting
I have been at an overnight event
I have been in a taxi
I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year
I have beaten a video game in one day
I have visited another country
I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts
I’m in a relationship
I have a crush on a celebrity [doesn’t everyone?]
I have a crush on someone I know
I have been in at least 3 relationships
I have never been in a relationship
I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them
I get crushes easily
I have had a crush on someone for over a year
I have been in a relationship for at least a year
I have had feelings for a friend
I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”
I live close to my school
My parents are still together
I have at least one sibling
I live in the united states
There is snow right now where I live
I have hung out with a friend in the past month
I have a smartphone
I have at least 15 CD’s
I share my room with someone
I have breakdanced
I know a person named Jamie
I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce
I have dyed my hair
I’m listening to one song on repeat right now
I have punched someone in the past week
I know someone who has gone to jail
“ Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.”
I can’t believe its been a month, since I have played Sims. I want to, and there been times. Where I grab my computer and get the game ready……. but I don’t play.
I have been so busy with, caring for my son full-time, schooling and work. I try to get my self 30 to 45 mins for gaming. I been using that time to play games with my son. We are playing LEGO Marvel Super Heroes and Mario Kart.
Who knows, maybe tonight I will play…